and i don't like it one bit
i was able to come up with one poem in march
but i'm still not happy with that
i need inspiration and i'm not sure where to get it
meh


between the head and heartWhat have I been thinking? Why can't I use my brain? This boy, these thoughts Keep driving me insane. My mind keeps screaming Matters not it's voice Weighing in my head As if I had a choice Why can't i do the smart thing? I keep getting myself down If my heart doesn't steart listening In myself I will surely drown.between the head and heart


right where you want me.i wanna cut myself open and bleed out the pain waves of depression driving me insane every word you speak leaves me crying your words crash back and forth you make barbed wire seem inviting and make me question my worth i never know what to do i'd rather drown in quicksand than fight with you how little you think of me makes me sad i did what i did could i really be that bad? all of it happened before there was you my life was a mess myself was askew oh god i was lost then i was found by you i'm far from perfect but i promise with everyright where you want me.


cracked.it takes you over hardens the blow numbs the brain you let me go fool the heart drain the soul should've known from the start you're out of control the truth eludes you your friends are lies you have no reality for this you cry you're so very confused there's a simple solution i'll give you a clue it's the drug pollution and it's controlling youcracked.


against mewatch out, the world is out to get you when everything is right it will all be thrown askew in between your times of trouble know that next time it'll be double the world is against you and i while people suffer, starve, and die everyone all consumed with woe the proverbial noose is up and ready to go the world is a terrible place there's no hiding from it's uncaring face watch out, the world is out to get you.against me


new poemIn the thoughts of the deadly through the thumping of the arteries the love turned black the feelings so cold he thrives for more the wanting of suffering and unatachement to all human rights he's ran for so long that he no longer remembers what love is they are all looking for him but no one will find him he is lost in a madman's body a madman's thoughts of disgust and hatred so cold he is the one you fear in the dark when you are walking home alone running from the shadows from the fear of the unknown he is the man who got away with mnew poem


Eluding this EternityTo feel through my fingertips, The warmth you harbour in. My soul ignites, although wading in darkness, Burning through eyes once dimmed. Travelling freely throughout my body, Overcoming my blistered disposition. Suns gone down, but the temperatures still rising. My sense of mind faded; I shall not retort.Eluding this Eternity
=Ashes to ashes; thoughts molded, yet I still feel this way.
Keep burning, I'll tell you. Give me continuous heat.
A passion that's yearning; fufilled with the need. To be burning inside you, searing so strong. An ongoing measure, to forever belong
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~winter~
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haven't you heard that i'm the new cancer? i've never looked better and you can't stand it.
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haven't you heard that i'm the new cancer? i've never looked better and you can't stand it.
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haven't you heard that i'm the new cancer? i've never looked better and you can't stand it.
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